I woke up to a nightmare this morning.
Failed my driving test today. Bitter, condescending bitch failed me. Proctor, that’s what you get for yelling at your tester before you go out on the road.
It may or may not be the PMS, but after that everything kind of went downhill.
I watched 7 hours of HIMYM and actually cried for a freaking episode (it was the one where Barney met his black father, ok?). I have never cried for any form of media before. Ever.
I lied there on the couch, eating cereal. All day. I got a headache afterwards from being sideways for 7 hours. Never got up.
Then after that Facebook was like “HERE LOOK AT ALL THESE PEOPLE AND SEE HOW HAPPY THEY ARE WITHOUT YOU RIGHT NOW” and then Tumblr bombarded me with all this stupid stuff and asdfghjkl. It’s like picking at old scabs.
One of my newer friends who I invested a majority of my recent time in turned out to be a total dud. So that’s another gaping hole.
People have been upset with me because I can’t do “a simple task such as _______” and it’s been stabbing me in the gut as of late.
I’m like reeking of disappointment and failure. And I’ve been crying just to let out some of the bad stuff out of my system.
It’s just plain disgusting.
And I just need a hug.
